Better

My goal for this painting is to be better. Better than what I know I can do. I know I can paint from a picture or work with a projection comparing and working upside down, squinting, stepping back and work at lights and darks with relative shapes until it’s good. However, there is an elephant in the room. 

I am going to look the elephant in the face and say, “I am moving my painting away from the window and putting it in front of the piano!” 

Go, Brave Hilma! 

The biggest mistake/deal breaker/“artist maker” = doing what you know to be right. If I hear my teacher’s voices say, “Work from real life” and I refuse to do it and sit comfy in my chair lying to myself and my viewer, I’m not going to improve. Improving is everything. Don’t underestime someone’s or your own aptitude to improve. The skill to learn will enable a person to literally do anything.

Key to success: make goals and learning public and celebrate learning and make the hard parts celebrations of good choices.  

Party time!   

This is how I do it:  

In five minutes after making this change, all the black parts in the pic I was looking at now made sense: what direction they were going, how they’re connected and wayyyyy more details that I can use to describe slabs of brown wood. 

Here I found a ukulele in my daughter’s room and redid it in my painting. I can see there’s not quite enough black space under it yet. Looks way better smaller and at an angle.

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worked on keys marking each section with a toy and making a slight mark representing the toy on the painting cuz i was getting all mixed up and didn’t want it to look too messy.

worked on keys marking each section with a toy and making a slight mark representing the toy on the painting cuz i was getting all mixed up and didn’t want it to look too messy.

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Painting from real life is where it’s at! If you have a “question”, you can “answer” it. For example, “Where does that line up?” Then, you move over and look. I placed markers and made representative marks on my painting to keep track of the 88 keys. I found that my legs were in the wrong spot.

When the painting gets closer and closer to reality, you’ll feel a click! It’s like, “yeah!” God, I live for that feeling. May I say that it kinda becomes real and time in the milliseconds is meddled with? It kinda feels that way. Like, there’s this small moment where I’m in control and the ages are listening. Sounds crazy, but I wanted to share because I hope to help others by explaining why I work all day and how I am able to create. 

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Smells

I use smell a lot for painting. I get into my happy place by lighting Dragon’s Blood incense and candles. I don’t use music because it’s way too distracting for problem solving. I also clean my pallet n brushes and drink coffee to get in zee mood.

I highly recommend Dragon’s Blood, specifically the sticks by specifically SAC. I can only find them online. It is guilty pleasure and shopping at upper middle class educated hippie rock stores that I’m getting to visit at Port Townsend from living on a sail boat for a month in the summer.

The Bridgewater Candle Co Sweet Grace is layers of addictive and fulfilling like getting to walk around an interesting store with a slightly bored middle age wife with extra money. Like hanging out with someone that’s cooler and tolerant of your differences.

The Little Barn Candle Co, from Snohomish, Happy Pumpkin makes me feel like a loving mother that has a welcoming home and traditional family values. Kinda like peeking in a Thanksgiving dinner and memorizing how to be better.

Yankee Candle Sugared Pumpkin Swirl makes me feel like a put together takes lots of self time with painted nails on chubby fingers, jewelry, and gum in her purse. This reminds me of getting to wear someone’s nicer clothes, like given a shawl to get warm and being grateful of being included.

Combine that with salt water and sunshine (happy childhood), black opium (naughty middle school years plus my grandparents home and clothes smell on the Yantis side),  CK 1 (wish I was cool in middle school), wood smoke (my grandparents on the Preedy side) and possibly my ambitious Grandpa Preedy’s BO which reminds me of persistence, and my friend Minta’s smoked good smell which reminds me of unconditional connectedness, and I’m in heaven. 

Ready to paint! 

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